Wednesday, October 18, 2006

I Heart T.V.

Totally can't wait for the new episode tonight.



Addiction.

THEN!!! Tomorrow is:


Eeeek! Who's excited???

NICOLE IS!

Monday, October 16, 2006

California Lovin'

Andy took me to 'The Pie' the night before my flight.
He showed me something he had worked on, previous to our visit:



He'd carved our initials into the wall,
Amongst thousands of other lovers who had visited before us.
Our initials stood out, fresh and white.


I went to Cali the next day.
Rosary.
Funeral.
Wake.

Ive fallen in love with my 3 year old second cousin Theo.
Half Korean, Half Mexicano.
Adorable.



Honey (My grandma) bought me some giant white sunglasses.
I'm too nice to tell her white is officially out, and brown is in.
Oh well, I love them all the same.



Heres a picture of me and my Pop:



And here is a pic of my cousins and my Aunt Lisa:



More pics to come.

Monday, October 09, 2006

An Update

Got my hair cut.

Before:


After:


Gone!!! All gone! There was some time in between the pictures, so my hair was a bit longer. I lost 11 inches and donated it to Locks of Love. Its really gratifying to know Im helping someone out by getting a simple haircut. More people should do it...



We're pretty much in love, so thats also fun. Im having a really good time with this boy. Hes showing me a lot, that Ive never seen before. Hes taught me that a real man never hurts a woman, emotionally or physically. Hes so cool!!


He gets me flowers:


He takes me to concerts (like the Red Hot Chili Peppers):


But most of all... He just loves me. :)

I'm going to Cali tomorrow. My aunt Bea died. This shit is scary because I feel like Im not going anywhere, Im not growing... And everyone around me is getting older and dying. My mom and dad and Grandparents arent exactly young. I'm two generations away from being alone. Because we all know that Sean's not that much help lately. Im not good at much, but I am good at being young. Dont get me wrong, someday I intend to get older, just not right now. Promise me you wont die. Okay? Thanks.